Recovering from Slump

My Grandpa died July 18th, 2011. I was totally devastated coz I live in my grandpa's house. I've always been a Grandpa's kid too. My dad left us when I was still a baby. I'm 100% sure that I'd turn gay if I didn't have my grandpa as a father figure.

I've never really lost a loved one at home so I'm still trying to adjust from it.

I haven't done any working out at all and I really should be doing something now. I try to do some heavy housework to compensate for lack of exercise. I simply couldn't concentrate right now. I'm getting better though and whenever I visit grandpa's grave, I feel better.

I think I can start working out again tomorrow.


We have a swimming party on Friday, I should look good. ^_^

On the other side, grandpa died at age 89. When he was in the ICU and I was holding his arms, his muscles where really hard. Grandpa always had an active lifestyle. He kept climbing our guava tree taking 'em and gave all our neighbors bags full of the fruit. He went out everyday with his bike and went home with something to thinker. He was a carpenter anyway.

Shame on me for being so inactive. I should adapt his lifestyle.

To my grandpa...




May you rest in peace.